*Le Sigh*

Once again, I would like to apologize to you, my poor blog. =( I feel as if you need more attention. Not that I am writing to anyone, as far as I know, I have ZERO readers. Ha ha. But still, I think it's good for me to blog. I can get all my frustrations out & not keep them inside where they can fester into a cancer or a deadly aneursym.

That being said, I have been slightly depressed for the past month. I have realized that Bray isn't going to get to start preschool in August. He isn't going to be fully potty trained by his birthday in 2 months. Which means, unless I can find him a day care that will help with the potty training process, I can't start school until he is in school. It's going to take me years to complete college anyway, so the sooner I start, the sooner I get to graduate.

I also wish that we could find us a house & get out of this stupid apartment. Don't get me wrong, the apartment is great. It's big & very nice. But all the people that live here are stuck up their own asses. When I take Bray to the swimming pool, all these women who are there sun bathing act like it's such a terrible thing that I dare bring my son to splash his feet in the pool while they are sunbathing.(nowhere near them that is, he wont even get in the pool) The bug guy lies on us to the landlord, & after seeing our rabbit 500000000000 times before this past wednesday, the landlord decides to tell us that we have to pay $500 to keep a rabbit....in a cage....in the house. Gee Mr. Landlord man, Thanks for telling us that MONTHS ago when we first got the bunny. Now we're all attached to him & we're not going to give him away. You are a jerk off of the classic variety.

I do want to apologize, I am not trying to get a pity party, or sound all *emo* as some people put it. I am just very stressed & frustrated. If it's not one thing that stresses me out, it's another. Fortunately, I will have somewhat of a break in a little over a week. My birthday is the 21st, & since that is on a Monday, we are celebrating it the weekend before. So I'm getting my first tattoo, my nose pierced, going out to eat with my best friends...& Chase of course. & then, we are all going to Lake Winnie in Chattanooga. It's gonna be great. Me & Chase have a baby sitter, & have the whole weekend to have a kid-free blast!! So I'm thinking on Sunday, it'll just be the 2 of us. =) It'll be like we're dating again. I can't wait.