Explanations...

Not that I have any readers for my blog...It's ok. I accept it....But I have not really been in the mood to blog this past week or so. First off...a high school friend of mine * his brother died. They were in a horrible car wreck where the car flipped 4 or 5 times & they were thrown from the car. If they'd been wearing their seatbelts, they would probably still be alive. My friend Adam was 20...his brother Andrew was 17. They both wore the #72 on our high school football team. Adam had a 2 or 3 year old son.

On top of that, my mom went into the hospital Tuesday. She had to have a partial hysterectomy. She had her uterus & one of her ovaries taken out. & she had to have her bladder tacked up where it's supposed to be. She's doing good, but she's hurting pretty bad. She's on morphine tablets & should get to come home sometime today. Gonna try to go see her tomorrow or sunday.

I found out yesterday ANOTHER friend of mine died. Eric was 19 or 20. He has a very young son. not even a year old yet if i'm not mistaken. He was riding a dirt bike around at 1 in the morning & got hit by a pickup truck.

I'm kinda tired of losing people I know. I've become almost numb to it, which makes me come across as a cold-hearted bitch. But really, it's just so exausting to get so upset over it over & over again. & I also dont say that they're in a better place. I don't know that. I don't know if people REALLY believed in God when they died.

To everyone I have know that has died, May you rest in peace. I love you...where ever you may be...

Bobby Lee Huff
Hershel Privitt
Molly Nelson
Adam Hughes
Andrew Hughes
Eric Veal
James Dalton