Insomnia....

Well, once again, here I am. It's almost 1 in the morning & I can't sleep. I'm exausted. Absolutely EXAUSTED, & I just cannot get to sleep. I am either to hot or to cold. Chase is taking up to much of the bed, or I'm worried that I'M taking up to much of the bed & he wont get a good night sleep & be really tired at work because of my bed hogging. (Crazy, I know....) So I took a shower, in the hopes that the hot water would make me drowsy, but that didn't work either.

So here I am...sitting on the couch, watching an episode of Dr. G: Medical Examiner that I had recorded on the DVR. I'm probably gonna fix me some Camomile tea & see if that helps. But as always, I probably won't fall asleep until after 2. If I had insurance, I would go to the doctor & see if there's an actual problem, or if this is just where I've gone off my birth control shot. But I can't get insurance right now. (that's a WHOLE other post...ugh)

Maybe I should try buying some Tylenol PM & see if that helps. Though, I am not to keen on Tylenol, it's bad for your liver. & taking it regularly can only worsen those odds of liver failure. MaybeI'm just being paranoid about it though. I mean, tons of things are bad for us, but we continue to use them. Like caffeine, I am completely addicted to it. I wish I wasn't. God knows what it's doing to my insides. Ha ha. Maybe if I cut down on it the insomina will go away. I don't know. Without it I get terrible headaches, so cutting it out completely just isn't an option right now. I do know that sitting here listening to the beginning music of Sleepless in Seattle playing in the background & the steady typing on my laptop isn't helping me fall asleep any faster.(haha....what a time for that movie to come on. With me blogging about BEING sleepless....I just go caught on to the full irony of that.)

At this point, I think that I shall remove myself from this wretched thing called the internet for the night. Maybe breaking it's spell on me for the night will help aid my sleep. I will fix myself some tea, & then head to bed. If all else fails, I have about 400000000 books on my nightstand that will preoccupy me until the sandman finally comes to my town...

Goodnight all. May you all have pleasent dreams.....