Chase may be getting a new job...with equals: We may be moving AGAIN.

So Chase has been looking into this new job, which is back in Chattanooga. (where we basically moved from back in October....) & it's a good job, with better pay than he's getting now. But there are some issues with it that I just can't seem to let my mind forget.

1. If he gets the job, we would have to move back to Chattanooga. Which in itself, doesn't bother me THAT much. I would be closer to my friends & family. But I HATE moving. & we would...once again, be living close to HIS parents. Don't get me wrong, I REALLY do love my in-laws. But they are those types of people who are best loved from a distance. If you're around them too long, they become very irritating. Like sandpaper towels would be....just as an example. Ha ha. But seriously....I do love them to death.

2. Depending on what job position he gets, he would either have to go to training for 6 weeks ( for a regular mechanic position) OOOOR, 6 MONTHS. ( That would be for a managment postition) The 6 week one wouldn't be too bad. He would be home on the weekends, & nothing would REALLY change that much. If he gets the management position (& let's face it, it's better paying & much less stressful) we would have to move where ever they decided to send him to school for the 6 months, & then when he got done, move to where he was ACTUALLY working. & that SUCKS.

3. I'm afraid that all this moving is gonna mess with Brasden. He's been moving from place to place since he was about 1 1/2 years old. Not to mention that he's almost school age & it is very difficult for a younger child to catch up on work in school when they move from one school to another.

I should be happy that he's looking into this great job opportunity. But I just keep thinking about all this stuff. I should be being a supportive, loving partner, encouraging him & cheering him on in his quest to find a job that makes him truely happy. BUT, I'm worried about MOVING. I don't know why it's such a big deal. I mean, the whole thing with it affecting Bray is something to think about. But I should still be thinking positive. This could possibly be a great thing for all of us. And ANOTHER thing I should be thinking about: There is not guarantee that he will get this job. He hasn't even put in an application yet. He has sent his resume, & talked to a few people, but that's as far as it has gotten right now. I could be completely jumping the gun with all these emotions. As a women, though, I am entitled to such insane emotional thoughts. Whether they are irrational or not.